Living in Oklahoma is a lot different than New York. I find it very hard to adjust to the slow crawl of everyone around me (I've been here three years) and it feels like time has slowed down. I'm impatient, which makes that feel even worse. My dad had wanted everything done with speed, so that's something that has stuck with me. It's so hard when everyone moves so damn slow.
I'm a control freak. I like things done my way, although I'm not the type of person to fuss when things aren't done my way. I just have a mini panic attack or some shit. If I see someone doing something different than the way I do things, I have this urge to take over their task. So I've learned to just walk away because I'll get mad or frustrated if I stuck around, lol.
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I need sleep yet I felt the need to write because this weekend was perhaps the shittiest weekend I've had in a while. I went from being mad and irritated for a few days to then having a fucked weekend over unreliability. A whole Saturday wasted when I could have been doing something productive. I don't care what shit someone has to do.
And that woman that knocked on my door some weekends ago at an ungodly hour, did the same shit last night. It was about 11 PM when she knocked. What the fuck is so damn important that you have to knock on my door at such times? Too bad I don't have an answer for that because I didn't answer the door. She's probably wondering "where are those dolphin pictures I asked for?" Well, lady, they're at the library or maybe Kinko's. They're sure as hell not at my apartment, coming out of my printer. Better walk your ass somewhere else.
I'm probably gonna make myself scarce for a bit. I'm just too irritable to try to be nice. I haven't snapped yet and I wouldn't want to snap on any of you.
♥ Dee
Devious Comments
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"Your warped creativity is only surpassed by the body of hair that enwraps your head"~Comment on me by ArtemisBor
#Museik...GO!
GRRRRRRRRRRR
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Be nice to everyone!
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I bet you can't prove me wrong that people are fucking morons.
~tB
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I am the best me I could ever be. Yeah, you know you want some.
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Commissions make my world go round!
Tuesday is a vaca... just 7 days to go...
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"Glaciers melting in the dead of night, and the superstar is sucked into the super-masive..."
I hate that shit so much!
And omg, you should really shank that dolphin bitch!
How important could photos of dolphins be?!
Anyway, if you ever need me you know where to find me.
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And the dolphin broad? PUNCH HER FUGGIN LIGHTS OUT! UPPERCUT THAT HOEBAG! Or tell her that the pictures are at that old man's house... Tell her to go knock on his door at three A.M. Then, when the old man comes looking for that chick he's always looking for, send him to her place too!
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"In the game of chess you can never let your opponent see your pieces." ~Zapp Brannigan
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I'm fuckin' it real.
A rose blooms in the desert.
And thanks Dru. I'll track ya down!
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I'm fuckin' it real.
A rose blooms in the desert.
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